Hi Xanga, you are alive! I was thinking: I should have a legit entry, because I did leave you a while back, but it was never formal. You were my teenage years, and lingered around for college. But now we have moved on. I don't feel like I need someplace in the internet to place many of my stored feelings anymore, because I have decided to be more open and true to myself...I have people to talk about my problems now. Well, I always had people to talk to, now that I think about it, but you never judged me, but I judged me whenever I came back here (many lols were had). Last summer I kept a log of every thing I thought was important everyday, and now I feel that is a better way to remember the things that have happened my life. I regret not continuing it for this school year. But as a parting gift I'll write a xangst entry. Hey, this might even rekindle something! =========================== Today I got into a fight with my parents. They were bothering me to do things while I was busy again as usual, and I lost my temper. I know, my fault. Anyways, I should be working on my memo to the President about HIV Prevention. I'm going to be like, yo, we need to come up with an intervention to help Black teens cause you know there be some racial disparities when it comes to HIV prevention. Man I know what you are thinking dude, like why focus on a small group when you can help everyone?! Well I understand and I wish that were possible but let's face it, giving out condoms to everyone will not help...well...everyone. This summer I'm going to be working with birds again and possibly volunteering at B&WH. I'm hoping I can find one more thing to do but honestly...I want to relax. The dumb part is that this semester is probably going to be more like a vacation than what I am doing right now *sigh* =========================== Okay I really need to get back to work Xanga, maybe I'll see you sometime later? :) EDIT: OMGOMGOGOMGOMGOGMGOGM I have to do a survey! Name one person you wish you could fix things with?
Hm, sometimes I wonder if I want to 'fix' things with her, I'm willing to, but really it seems like we have both moved on at this point. So, no. What’s something you’re looking forward to?
My boyfriend is coming up to visit Friday; he will get to meet my HOMEDAWGZ. Have you ever turned to drinking or smoking to solve a problem?
Nope. My life isn't too exciting Have you seen someone recently you used to talk to, but don’t anymore?
Does seeing them on the internet count? I still have to inbox her my numbah. Do you think it’s a bunch of shit when people say "I have no regrets."?
Depends on who says it.
Do your parents love you?
In a weird Asian way I think so.
If your best friend needed somewhere to stay, could they live with you?
I don't mind if he lives with me, but I think my parents/grandparents would mind haha. There's a serial killer inside your house. What do you do?
The only other person in the house with me is my mom. I didn't know she was a serial killer.
Would you be the dumb bitch who gets killed first in a movie?
Yeah. People be jealous of meh. Do you get scared during scary movies?
I am a weenie. Where do you want to live when you're older?
Definitely in the city. I can't stand commuting.
Have you ever kissed anyone you weren't dating?
Nope. Do you tell the person you love/like everything?
It is never possible to tell someone everything even when you intend to!
That was kind of corny and lame. | 
